fly

my very first attempt on levitation.

EPIC fail on gracefullness!haha..but i did look like floating!

so much for my lost phone, i have got a new phone. hello to team young as ate julieyeyeh would call it. i'm now a samsung galaxy young user!

i thought i'll never get to use a touch pad phone but since i have no right to complain, i just have to learn and love this new phone. i love you Ma! c;

frustrated

I'm feeling desolate right now. I think I just lost my phone of 3 years of age. To make it harder, it was gifted to my by my aunt when I finished college. What a waste?! This just says what kind of person I am. I don't know how am i going to break to mom especially that this isn't the first time. It's like going back to the past losses and the trust issues again. I really hate myself now! Should I have gone home right after work, it could have been with me now.

Ain't it sad i came back writing frustrated. God help me!

farewell my phone..;c

ako na! ako na si MS. TAPULAN

eek..uuuhhmm.. am i still welcome here? can't hardly believe it's been (and i really have to pause, look into my left hand and counted) seven months since my last post. waaahhh! shame on me. so it's true, i'm just really good at beginnings.

can't even believe i have not said anything about my friend's death. i sorely miss her but i knew she's in a far off better place with the Creator. i know she's happy and i hope i make her happy if i frequent here noh? i'm crossing my fingers on this.

oh this plain blah, blah.. can't come up with a at least thought-about account for the moment. i'm suppose to be in Dreamland by now, but just have to do quick peek on how you've been lately and it's pretty silent in here, creepy, cobwebs in the corners, bats, roaches and mice might be lurking somewhere.. ewe!!!

 so long my friend. we'll visit you soon. and pray it be soonest. you know i'm pretty bad with promises and keeping with dates.. boo!


God bless the world and those who have joined Him in peace in heaven! Send my love to our bebe Tin, Lord! i love You!

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kala mo matiyaga, sa umpisa lang din pala.haha.. you know, ningas cogon? ;p

bb vera turned seven months last 18, and weighed 7.6 lbs during her doctor's visit for the second dose of Hepatitis B vaccine. she smiles more often now, easy to make her smile rather but she's more moody as well when she's sleepy already. hmmph! nevertheless, we love her big!c;


bb with ate and mama

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off to work an hour from now. better get ready or beat the red light again and fidget around. ;p

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happy 25th EDSA I!

long live the Philippines and it's countrymen!!! c;

6 and counting

hi! napapadalas yata ako dito ah. pursigido. haha..

anyways, yesterday i've realized that i just reached my sixth month as a working nurse with pay. haha. (mind you, wala akong ipon!boo!) in our workplace, especially in the nursing department, it has been a trend for newly hired nurses to resign on their sixth month. resigning did come into my mind during my early months of work but as time flies i thought i had nowhereelse to go. so i stayed. nevertheless, i need hospital experience. besides i'm enjoying the company of my co-workers. i just pray to God that He'd continue on guiding me in everything that i do.

guess what i found today? the HD music video of Patunayan by Silent Sanctuary! <3

LARLAR

last monday i just had the busiest day in my entire workdays, i bet! my second AM charge and on a Monday! we hadn't had lunch. visiting doctors coming all together, many orders to carry out, results to relay, a lot of procedures to do, plus the demanding watchers of the patients. the pressure was on!!! thank God i lived, we lived through that day.

it was like i was working 12 hours and without getting paid for the extra hours you stayed. boo! i couldn't care much of the pay right now as long as i was able to carry out orders right and having done no harm to patients under our care but we're harming ourselves instead. missing meals might be a predisposing factor for some illness later on if this kind of duty goes on and on.. Oh God please, i pray for strenght that would equal our tasks and please a busy-free day at least? Love you Lord! Kumbaya!!!

hey, i really didn't look like one above after that day. placed it just to exagerate the whole thing.hahaha..

haler!!!

"Love is inconvenient, but it’s an inconvenience I would rather live with than without."
by Ala Paredes
 
i believe many would agree on this though it may not apply to me in a romantic viewpoint as of the moment. whatever. i'm dreamer and a believer. i hope and i'll pray he would come, God willingly so.
 
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sorry for ignoring you dear. i'm being lazy again (boo!).
 
it's 2011, i've turned 22 (ewe), baby viera is now finally a christian, two of her lower front incisor teeth has erupted already at age 5 months and 19 days old, and two my cousins turned one recently. a celebration of life it is! i wish everyone a prosperous and a peacefull year! happee 2011 everyone! we'll better late than never!c;
 
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viva pit senor! c;

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so it's been ages. and my  it goes like this always. namimihasa na ata ako, ah.

anyways, what pushed me to write to you today is simply because na nagbloghopping na naman ako. hehe.. nainspire ako saglit. i wish i was more deligent. i'll try. para naman mag-amoy tao ang blog nato...

two hours to go duty ko na. and if i don't get myself out of here, for sure i'll be fidgeting inside the jeepney saying things in mind like 'pwede paki bilisaaan manoong!' haha.. tapos kukulitin ako ng pagkakataon. tutubil si manong. hihinto syempre kami. aalburuto na naman ako! hayz.. buhay...

just so you know, i finally did it. i was the charge nurse last pm shift. and things has gone smooth. i just hope our duty for tonight would turn out the same as well. God bless us! c;

I designed this at Converse.com

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day1

survived day 1 at work! and it would have been that possible if it weren't for the two shielas namely, shiela adorador and shiela ang respectively. you made my first day much easier! to the my other am shift colleagues, ma'am jackie, ma'am kat2x, and ma'am gold, thank you so much!!! i love you all! above all, i thank God for the guiding me all throughout of the day and i pray that He may never leave my side all the days of my life, that i may never forget that He's with me for always... i love you Lord!

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special shoutouts to my aunt arcie and uncle cordill, happee happee bday to the two of you!!!c;

it's the start

Hindi ba tayo magbabago
Napagod na sa pakikibaka
Ba’t di kaya tayo magkasundo-sundo
Dumagak ang mga luha
Nilipas na ang panahon
Sugat na tila’y walang hapdi


Chorus:


Nasan ka man ngayon
Sana’y mabuti ka
Magkaibang mundo
Sana’y maisip mo
Ako…
Ako…


Tuloy ang awit sa ilalim ng tala
Unti-unting maaabot
Pagsapit ng dilim aking hiling
Kung di man masilayan
Tamis ng kahapon
Sumpa ko na aking itatanim


Repeat Chorus


Bridge:


Walang balakid
Walang makakapigil
Ang iyong pangalan
Sigaw ng damdamin
Hindi alam kung saan tutungo
Kung wala ka



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beautiful music from a wonderful band. opm love!


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P-noy's first SONA (state of the nation address) at 36 minutes? in comparison to the SONA's of the previous presidents, his was brief and understandable by many since he delivered it in a our language--Filipino. i couldn't care less about the content but critics say it was straightforward yet lacked the inspiration for the roughroad ahead. let us all just work and pray for a better philippines.


so timely, tomorrow's my first day of work with pay. finally! this could be a brand new start. so help me God. God bless us all, indeed!c;

i need you to slow me down

it's been awhile.. i miss you.. c;

triplet

triplet, originally uploaded by phitar.

love this triple baka treat. haha.. though it's usually the typical black-and-white spotted cows that i like, i still find this pic lovely! kudos to phitar, the owner of this cute pic! i wish i know how to put this one on my facebook profile pics..haha.. c;

booty me likey!

this is love! so perfect for my nine-and-a-half-toe feet!!! haha..c;

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Tally is ongoing still. May the good Lord bless the Philippines! May my bets win.c;

friend like you

sweet sweet song dedicated to all of my friends...c;

super random

I know it's been a while since my last post. so i'm just gonna do flooding? naah. that's bad. here's a few random things i've been thinking lately or i recently came across upon with in the web. hehe..enjoy!;p

1. here's a jason magbanua work for you guyz. truly each piece is one of a kind and this one's just a part of my favorite list. it's actually quite different from his usual SDEs. you don't get to hear a full song here because it's DJ-ish. you know the thing they do --- scratching and repetition. LOVE. the must see actually is the "i do's" part. the mother of the bride gets to say the "i do" first even before her daughter does. WATCH NOW.

Charmaine and John: SDE (the hyper-pastor Remix) from Jason Magbanua on Vimeo.

2.

i was going around blogs months ago and landed on cycle chic which made me wanting of having my own bicycle. shame on me, i really can't make good turns with bicycles. i could only do straight driving. yeah, i know. i'm such a loser. ;c
anyhow, the one above is Velorbis Scrap Deluxe for Ladies and has landed a spot at Top 10 list of Gorgeous Bicycles for Stylish Ladies. follow this link to see the rest of the list. c;

3. last for this post is...

yes. it's a garden. when time comes our house is fixed, i want to do a major makeover of our little frontyard. it's all we've got. gardens add a little oomph in a house. and i want one for our lot. this one's a fast find. it's not actually what i wanted so i'm gonna go around some more for better pictures and ideas for our little garden some other time.

can i just add one more?
4. taddah!

isn't that bag adorable? can i have this please... c; i can't find a decent pic for this bag but it is still lovely even zoomed out. ha!

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i know it's holy week and i'm suppposed to be contemplating on some serious stuffs. am really praying i'll find the oomph to do chores tomorrow big time! especially my ROOM! goodness!

Train - Hey, Soul Sister (ACOUSTIC LIVE!)

This cute song was used as a soundtrack of a wedding event SDE by no less than, Jason Magbanua. How i just love his videos and the songs that go along on each of it.

hayz... to my future hubby, can we afford Jason Magbanua?HAHA

we can help

awe-spiring!!! my, if you could buy, please do buy this song in itunes now. Or, donate through text. See end of the video. Or we could simply PRAY. It's the least yet the best I could do as of the moment. Kudos to the artists and producers who made MJ's We Are The World Remake into, surely, one big hit! love. love. love. it's valentines day the following day so show some love. buy. donate. pray.c;

have a great valentines day ahead guyz!MWAH!C;

february, the new january

hiiyaah! oh it's been a while.. we're nearing february and i haven't posted something of worthy note at least to myself. haha.. and the same things have been bugging me since the last year (really feels weird to say the last two words because, hello, it's just like a month ago?haha) so i've finally decided to make an effort to publish my weeks-old post that i kept in my phone. perhaps, february is definitely my new january! So help me God!!!

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BEEP

Have you ever in your life felt being stranded? It's when you feel like the world is turning and yet you're not moving forward. Like you're everyday living has become more or less a routine. It's the feeling that life gets you instead of you leading your life.

Lucky me in my 21st year alive, this time I have realized that I felt waking up, preaparing for work and then working was all that I was doing.Parang bummer na 'oo nga, I have work, so what?' 'Yong tipong pa-feel good lang (at least I have a work for now and after that what would become of me?gee..). If my mother had never been so persistent on asking me about my future plans, this 'pa-feel good' feeling wouldn't have dawned me. Basically, because I know for a fact that if I don't move a single muscle on this realization now, I wouldn't go places. No growth. No development. Stranded.

So for a start, since we just turned a calendar year,just to catch up, I'm setting up my own resolutions which hopefully I'd be able to pursue and yes I'm subjecting myself to a monitoring --- self-monitoring. Therefore, this has to be put into writing and perhaps I might ask some reliable persons, e.g. a family member or a close friend maybe to help me make these resolutions (yes, there's plenty of them!;p) into a success. To make these resolutions more feasible, it has to be clear, simple, direct, and positive.

Here it goes:

1. To sleep early; on bed by 11:00 PM, maximum allowance 12:00 MN.
2. Since I'm off to bed early, I should rise early too! Up by 5:00 AM, maximum allowance is til 5:30 AM.
3. No net surfing beyond 11:00 PM since this is one of the reasons why I stay up late at night.
4. To exercise for an hour daily! 30 minutes in the morning and the other half in the evening. (This has to be number 1 because I really want to lose weight. I want to be on the near normal of my BMI rather than verging on the largely normal scale.)
5. Accordingly, to have proper diet. Cut on carbs, fatty and junk foods.
6. To read the Bible daily and heartily (at least 2 minutes land daw sabi ni Father Leo will do.)
7. Hear mass weekly.
8. Pray frequently and do the rosary every week the least.
9. To read more books, three books at least in a month.
10. Take care of tootsie (to be introduced on my coming posts, hopefully) 24/7.

To be able to monitor thy resolutions, I have to do each of it for straight 21 days. According to a post from Mr. Jim Paredes' blog, in order for your resolution to be called a success, one has to complete the 21 days (no idea why 21, I think I have to reread that post.) straight. If you have lapses, you are to start from day 1 again until such time you reach your 21st. Whew!

SO HELP ME GOD!c;

details in the fabric

i fell in love right away with the melody and rhythm of this song. all the more when i've read the lyrics. lovely! encouraging...

plus, it's sang by two of my favorite artists! perfect! love it! much, much! yeah!!! c;




and in no connection to this, i found a reminder for me that hit home! Thanks fres. It's from no less than THE Mahatma Gandhi.

"Prayer is not asking. It is a longing of the soul. It is daily admission of one's weakness. It is better in prayer to have a heart without words than words without a heart."