frustrated

I'm feeling desolate right now. I think I just lost my phone of 3 years of age. To make it harder, it was gifted to my by my aunt when I finished college. What a waste?! This just says what kind of person I am. I don't know how am i going to break to mom especially that this isn't the first time. It's like going back to the past losses and the trust issues again. I really hate myself now! Should I have gone home right after work, it could have been with me now.

Ain't it sad i came back writing frustrated. God help me!

farewell my phone..;c